In this deeply personal and introspective memoir, Aidan Nichols, a renowned theologian and priest, recounts his journey of faith and intellectual exploration over the past seven decades. From his early experiences of the transcendent in nature to his conversion to Christianity, Nichols' narrative is a rich tapestry of encounters with people, places, and ideas that have shaped his life and work. As he reflects on his experiences in various parts of the world, Nichols also shares his struggles and triumphs as a theologian and priest, grappling with the complexities of church doctrine and practice. With honesty and candor, he explores the challenges he has faced, including the difficulties that have arisen in recent years, and offers a series of proposals for the future of ecclesial life.